Spinning Downward

My life is slowly but surely spinning out of control in a downward flow. Nothing has been going right. It seems like no matter what I do it's not good enough. I try so hard to make tihngs right. My grades are really good, I'm finally trustworthy(parent thing.....never trusted me), I know what I want to do with my life(more than just college...) etc.....but even with all this, it's still not enough and nohing ever wil lbe. I'm miserable. There is one great thing in my life but what about everything else? I'm really sick of doing for others and pleasing them but what about me? I want time for myself. Do what I want, say what I want, and be who I want. I feel like I'm pretending. I don't know...I'm just done with everything. I quit. Let's hope this time something gets solved. Fuck...