I'd write how I feel but it would take me 3 days to do it so all I'm going to say is I'm having a really hard time right now. A lot has been on my mind and I have tons of people telling me what to do etc...and each has a different opinion so I don't know what to do. The person I listen to the most (that person being Shawn) tells me what I already know and I agree with him 100% but it just still doesn't help. I need someone to be making these decisions for me. I don't want to hurt anyone and I don't want to hurt myself and as far as I can tel lthere is no way around either. The good news is, even though I have new problems, my old ones went away. I fixed them(finally) and now I'm happy in that sense. Alright I've had a long evening(and an amazing one at that) and I'm really tired and stressed(I have exams this week and have been running on 3 hours a night) so I think I'm going to go look over Physics and go to sleep whenever I pass out on my pile of notebooks. =/

Magg