God never gives you more than you can handle and he always gives you the strength to handle what he does give you.
Does anyone know where I can find that strength? I really just don't know what to do anymore. Everything is hitting me all at once. I'm stuck between a rock and a hard place. My mom and I had a conversation on the way home today and she basically told me that if I knew what would make me happy and what would help me go back to being myself again she would give it to me if she could. My response(after I cried and she asked me what it was that would do that for me) was I couldn't tell you no matter how hard I tried because I have no idea. I'm going through so much right now and it leaves me with such a mix of emotions; cheerful, exhausted, disappointed, mad, hurt, unimportant, confused, baffled, amongst others. I'm just sort of wondering when he's going to stop giving me what I can handle and start giving me the strength to endure it all.
Love,
the lonely swan
posted by Maggie @ 6:56 PM
1 Comments:
You have th strength within you. It's just that "sometimes are hearts take us to places that can never lead to happy endings..." Love yourself. Like yourself. Make your world and your life go back to you. Then some guy who will make every pain worth it, and no matter how much you never want to trust another guy again after all the shit you've been through, you will be coaxed into it without even realizing it. This could be years from now. You right now, need to get through each day one minute, one hour at a time. Focus on yourself, because when you wanted Mark, you lost that. Love yourself. And find and stick with the people who can be crutches for you now. Because trust me, you will need all the help you can get (been there, done that). even if the person you find is some crazy girl you thought was a bitch who has her phone on 24/7 and would love to listen to you anytime you needed to talk. =) I'm rooting for you kid, because I know you'll make it through and come through better than ever and the amazing girl you are!
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