An added note to my last post

As I was going downstairs today for the first time I thought of something else. You know how I said that bit about being invisible? Right, well that's only part of how I feel. I know people see me but not the real me. The real me is invisible to them. And honestly, invisible to me too sometimes. The funny thing is though that there is someone who knew the real me. But the sad part of it is that I don't think he sees and I know he doesn't care. Told you it was sad. It's alright though, he won't have to bother trying to pretend to care anymore because like him, I can give up on people do and I just did. Terrible thing too cause I really would have been there through it all. So here's to a broken promise. I give up. And would you look at that? There I go again pleasing others cause he just got his way.

P.s. Go ahead, talk shit cause it's not like you weren't already. Tell everyone how pathetic I am for the "sob story" but that's not how it is. I just want to let you know you're not the only one that feels lonely and doesn't care anymore. I just can't do this anymore. I can't keep trying to be there for you if you won't even be there for yourself. Come find me once you have.