Blogging in 6th period.

So things have been a little rough lately but I seem to be managing. Prom is coming sooner than expected but I abosolutely can't wait! I'm going with my boyfriend Kenny, Becca and her boyfriend Billy, and Megan and her boyfriend Bobby. Who really knows though? It'll truely be a night to remember and I'm so glad to be spending it with those I love most, minus one of course. I'll be wearing the dress I wore to my sister's wedding which means my mom is letting me get my hair and nails done since we don't have the cost of the dress. Now I just have to figure out where I put the necklace that goes along with it! Oops!! Any SOMEONE (Kenny lol) needs to hurry up and get his tux because he has a very stressed out girlfriend who doesn't want to have to go with him. lol

Soon after Prom comes Graduation. Nearly everyone I talk to says something on the lines of "Omg, can you believe it? We're graduating..." almost everytime I speak to them. We have less than a month until the big day. Last I heard it was 23 days!! How amazing is that? I truely can't wait, but then again, I can. Graduating only means it's time to finally grow up which is something I'm not ready to do. I have a feeling that this summer won't be all that I want it to be. It'll be filled with working, packing, stressing, crying etc...We'll be leaving at the very end of August, early September to move in and for my orientation. And yes, I said "we". Kenny is going to miss his one year anniversary at Friendly's to move to Nelsonville with me. I'm so grateful for him and all he does for me. I'd be stranded in a place I don't want to be, doing things I don't wish to do. This way I'll have someone to turn to that's not at least 3 hours away. Only about 3 months until the big move! Wish us luck!

What else?

I'm writing ANOTHER story in Creative Writing and this time it's about Tracy and Jake. Two friends of mine and their love story. Along with my sister and her husband, I look up to those too. A real envy. I feel pressured though because I don't want to mess up or say something bad etc... It's hard to write about someone you know and love. That's why I decided against my first idea. I was going to write about me and Mark but after long thought and consideration I vetoed the idea. So many things pushed me away from it. The good memories that would upset me, the bab memories that would upset me more, the pain, the love, the hopes, and everything else that goes along with it. Plus, I'd want him to read it and that's just not something that should happen. I'd end up hurting some of the people I love the most so I'm going to stick with Jake and Tracy because their story is a happy one.

Not much else exciting is going on in my life right now. I will be sure to update later. Don't forget to leave me comments!